I go from loving you,
To despising you,
To adoring you again.
I look at your face to have my feelings confirmed
Yet never returned.
Never in full.
Maybe not even at all.
I will sit and wait until I fade
For I know no other way that I will leave.
That these feelings will diminish,
Extinguish themselves.
So I shall carry on loving you,
Despising you
Then adoring you again.